why do i do that?...

i did hurt darling constantly lately...

starting by 7 of april, 14 of april and recently 21 of april...

amazing, huh??!! it was amazing for me coz all the dates were fell on Thursday!...

i can say that i'm luckly in this world.. becoz hubby treats me like a baby.. once i made mistake, he will advise me not to repeat.. i did again, then i will get the same advice.. hundred of mistakes and still get the same advice. he's really my mr perfect, he's my greatest protector and for sure no one can treat me as great as him!

but i don't understand why i can't treat him just the same way? a pinch of mistake will draw a long scratch in my heart and i will constantly talk about it. it isn't fair right? i did it without guilty becoz i know he will forgive me.. until i read this on fb...

"do you know what happens when you hurt people continuously? they may love you less and begin to forget that they loved you once with their best"

frankly speaking, i was in a big fear when i read it..

i approached and kissed him once on cheek.. with my most sweetest smile... with many questions like do you love me? are you mad? are you hurt? which i know all those are kind of stupid questions.. for sure, all the questions were being answered with, "i love you so much.. you did nothing wrong to me, dear.."**.. =.=
me myself seemed ungrateful, rite? yes, i admit it... i don't know why i do that.. i have no answer.. i sometimes think that i really taking advantages on his kindness, patience and love.. but anyhow, i really love him... really...
anyway, a big thanks to my fb's friend, Lissa Dannie for the wall post.. it was really like hitting my head..
amazing rite? a sentence had changed me in a wink..
this is not a promise, but this is my attempt to be more and more patient as him...

insya'Allah....


**translation ;-)