eventhough i have very great pupils here compared to my previous school, but i never forget how great my teaching hours with skks.... i really missed the moment i've shared with them.. :( even i've spent quite a long time here, i still cannot find the happiness of being a member in one of the great school in this district. Why? i just can't give the answer becoz only Allah knows what is inside my head and heart... i just can't write it out becoz i don't know how to give the explanation towards this thing...
i really missed my friends.. they understand me a lot. they know how to calm me down, they know my feeling thru my gestures or face. they helped me a lot than talk bad things behind me.. there, i can't deny that i cry as many as i laugh... but here, i have to admit that i cry a lot than i smile....
omaigod... i should not put myself in this path.. i should be thankful becoz Allah still gives me a place to breath and earn money.. ya.. i should forget my past time and fresh my feeling. i should be happy bah kan.. becoz i still can share the wonderful nite n day with my dear darling... =)
cheers!